Within you, I lose myself. Without you, I find myself...searching to be lost again.

2005-09-11T22:44:00.000-07:00

juz came baq from work .. tired .. slept at 5am this morning .. woke up at 10.30am lohx .. damn damn sleepy .. went to have lunch with cousins and aunts .. si ting's one month old todae .. so went to eat together lohx .. sort of celebrate ?? nt realli that interested .. yah .. but still have to go.. sat with dawn they all .. crap alot .. shall go out with all my cousins during the holidaes? now de mi is like crazy .. studyin alot ... i cant believe it myself .. maybe coz derrick's my motivation .. =D
todae also derrick kana elimated de one month anniversary.. hmm .. leon's birthdae too .. 12 more daes wei jian jiu can get out of tekong liao .. =D .. no need so xin ku le .. =D

2005-04-16T15:10:00.000-07:00

since u all hate mi so much..juz tell mi who u all are lahx.. i am veri curious to know lohx..

2005-04-14T20:48:00.000-07:00

that bloody ass came to tag my board again..fuck lahx... u no guts is it.. dun dare to sae yr name.. get lost lahx.. fuck lahx.. tok so much..later kanna bang by car .. haha... oki..enough of that liao ..tml's syf le.. hope we can get a medal .. the band has been working veri hard liao .. i believe we can get a medal de..
falling sick soon.. was like giddy for the whole dae liao .. haix.. no mood to blog le..

2005-04-11T20:41:00.000-07:00

another nameless person came to tag my blog again..saying stupid comments.. if that is wat he or she thinks, i have gt no comments .. as i am nt guilty wat .. so wat even if i am nt commited .. so wat even if i shld be kick out .. why shld u even care .. fuck lahx.. nt goin to care .. get lost k ..
sianx.. watch the eye 10 and samara liao.. watch both on the same dae..watch samara first then the eye 10 .. samara quite scary .. but nt bad lahx.. eye 10 quite funny .. went for band todae..same thing lohx.. sianxx... 4 daes to syf .. sianx.. nervous.. sianx.. dun feel like blogging le..

2005-04-08T22:48:00.000-07:00

went to school todae in a veri siann mood... lessons was like veri boring .. shall nt tok too much abt lessons... met xiuting after school.. then went to the hall to wait for mel yeo.. xiuting went to meet adeline first at dawson reshersal.. i tot i can meet them with mel yeo after that .. but mel yeo veri long.. actually 1.30pm can go le .. but mrs anthony wan to see them .. then adeline cum find mi .. then mi and she go eat first lohx.. then after eating we went band.. gt speech dae rehearsal .. damn hot sia.. then gt another rehearsal is for in case raining de.. then mi, sehao, kimm and huimin go disturb mdm wu.. when she turn baq that time.. we were like placing our trumpets at her ear there .. then actually wan to blast de .. but we nvr lahx.. haha.. everybody was laughing like hell .. haha.. then went baq to music rm .. starting toking abt the problems in band.. abt whose who kanna kick out..mdm wu sae wat they take those ppl out is for the band all this shit lohx.. i also know is for the band .. but i tot one for all, all for one?? dont this exist anymore... since we already train so hard together as a band or 4 months le, why muz we kick out some ppl .. shldnt we be united .. and win together or maybe lose together.. although i dun wan to get a COP .. but i dun think we will .. they sae wat .. take those ppl out liao, we will have a better chance of winning.. but see the band now.. after taking those ppl out.. the motivation is gone lohx...everybody was like so piss off.. she even sae we muz win if we get in lohx.. all she thinks is winning and winning .. i know we shld win .. but is like isnt the experience more important .. i dun know wat to do lohx.. its like they didnt even discuss it with the band.. they decide it theirselves lohx.. and i guess some teachers are nt fit to be in charge of band .. they have no right to sae us... shitt .... totally disappointed in the way the conductor and some teachers do things although i know mdm wu is a gd conductor.. but i guess that shldnt be the way they do things lohx..enough of band le..
goin sentosa tml .. nt realli looking forward to it coz like onli mi, dawn and xiner and wei xin goin .. wont be that fun i guess .. but i wan to go there and get tann .. hope it wont rain tml .. short of money. sadd... haix..

2005-04-07T21:02:00.000-07:00

came baq yesterdae early morning from malaysia... reach singapore at 4am i guess .. didnt went to school coz i was really tired .. so slept all the way till 1pm plus.. the trip didnt turn out to be as fun .. yongyi didnt manage to go malaysia with us coz his passport expire liao .. and they onli found out last min .. haix.. sadded .. we were like so disappointed .. coz his like the onli guy in my cousins grp which are ard my age .. my cousins were like all so disappointed..slept in th bus .. was like so sleepy and the bus was so dark so i could nt read my comic.. haix...reach there at 6am on tuesdae .. went to eat .. nice lohx... emm... then went for tomb sweeping .. saw some of my cousins .. but dun realli know them coz its like we few years then meet once mahx .. went baq to my grandma hse... was like so sianx lohx.. nth to do .. the weather was like so so hot sia.. went to buy bottle drinks lots of times with my bro and cousins.. the FnN drinks are all in glasss bottle.. it taste much nicer than singapore de .. haha ... then leave there at 8pm plus... get to know my niece, cousin's baby.. yixuan .. she's like so cute..enjoyed playing with her .. hehe.. slept through the journey .. stop at a station to eat and buy some bubble gum and food.. then when i reach home.. i didnt even change and i slept with my jeans..haha.. its nt dirty .. haha.. went to school todae .. jozua kanna scolded by the new history relief .. haha..the cher so wat lohx... scold us until so wat lohx.. scold our class scums somemore .. but our class todae mood veri gd i guess.coz jackie they all nvr sae baq.. if they sae baq the whole class sure fight baq also de.. gt fire drill todae also .. was like so hot and they want us to squat down in the field.. wah .. so hot sia.. nvm .. but then the leg like so pain lohx.. haix.. then move to the hall .. they provided us with mineral water.. some ppl near us go snatch the drinks like they nvr see before water like that lohx.. haha.. went baq to class get our stuff...went dawson with nga mun to makan ... saw mel yeo and some other band members there .. went baq to school then .. had band.. oki lohx..mi, mel yeo and chun hoo went baq together .. on the way, chun hoo was toking abt the centipede he saw with kimm they all yesterdae. . then he sae they tot the rope was a earthworm .. when he tell us horx, mi and mel yeo also shout.. coz we also thought that is a earthworm .. haha.. funni sia.. tml speech dae rehearse .. sianx....

2005-04-04T20:18:00.000-07:00

tired todae... didnt have enough sleep .. sianx.. maths lesson was super boring todae.. i keep falling asleep but lucky nvr kanna caught buy ms lau .. haha.. gonna flunk my d and t test .. went to workshop todae .. that bloody jackie, keep asking mi and geraldine to help him do ..shit lahx.. didnt went for assembly todae coz have to perform for upper sec, so we get to leave earlier.. i guess all of us were nervous todae .. coz we didnt play too well .. haix.. even gt teacher sae we will get COP .. shit lahx.. dunno how to listen then sae we get COP .. found out that some ppl nt in syf liao ..wth lohx... how can they sae this last min .. when its like onli one week away from syf.. somemore they work so hard then so commited somemore lohx.. yeo still sae wat .. they will still get cca points .. wth .. then like that unfair to us.. nvm .. then its nt the points lohx.. its the experience we will go through as a band lohx.. shouldnt all of us go as a band .. fuck lahx.. asshole.. still sae wat .. if we wan the band go up then have to sacrifice .. please lohx.. u nvr even test them how u know they dunno how to blow.. still sae becoz some of them nvr cum for one week, then cannot catch up .. wat kind of stupid reason is this man .. howu know they dunno how to catch up .. they can de lohx .. how wu know how gd they blow when so many ppl is blowing .. they shld at least give them a test lohx.. wats more all sec 2s kanna lohx.. they dun dare to take out sec threes and fours de .. coz if take them out, the band sure die de lohx .. then yeo still sae wat so wat even if the name list is sent in liao .. they will still pull out ppl next week if they dun play nt gd..wth .. fuck off lahx.. if that is wat all the teachers think, go play yrself lahx.. i dun see the point of getting the points yet cannot have the experience of playing on a stage lohx.. if like that i dun think we can get a medal lohx.. shit lohx.. rubbish manx.. dun they know its veri disappointing to know this thing last min .. u shdl have tell them earlier .. wats more the teachers give stupid excuses .. i cant stand it lohx.. fuck off lahx.. so pissed off manx!!!!!

shall stop blogging... gonna pack my things for the trip to malaysia liao .. no mood to go le.. all becoz of the teacherss... SHITTT......!!!

2005-04-03T18:03:00.000-07:00

suppose to have tuition now but cancel liao .. woke up at 12pm todae .. watch tv then went out to eat my lunch ... after helping my mum with some work.. went over to queensway to buy my school shoe.. bought converse de .. quite nice... then after that went home..watch tv then here i am blogging liao .. sian .. leaving for malaysia tml .. but i will still be goin to school .. sian .. need to perform for upper sec assembly tml .. haix.. quite excited abt goin to malaysia.. haha.. coz all of my cousins will be goin .. get to skip school for 1 dae .. maybe wednesdae also nt goin coz wednesdae morning reach singapore .. maybe dun go school lohx.. see how first .. think thats all .. shall blog again ..

2005-03-31T21:50:00.000-08:00

tony sim nvr cum todae again... yesh.. but mr tham came to relief.. sian .. talk until i nearly fall asleep .. ii was nt listening, was reading my comic.. then then the gt fire alarm .. funny sia.. everybody was like strolling sia.. veri boring, but get to skip our maths lesson .. onli had maths for 15 mins bahx.. then science .. sian lohx.. that ms soh doin the same subjact everydae .. haix.. then like dun know how to teach de.. alot of ppl was eating in class.. including mi .. haha.. then after science was chinese .. do worksheet lohx.. todae lesson veri fast.. when bell ring i still dun know sia.. i was like asking chiakk they all lesson finish liao ah ?? so fast meh.. haha.. funny horx.. then went tiong kfc with yt and nga mun.. then went baq to school for band.. mr foo talked abt syf.. talk until like so serious.. make mi and kimm so nervous sia.. mr foo also gt play baritone..pro sia.. haha..then after band jiu went home liao .. bathe.. watch tv lohx.. no mood to study for chinese test .. veri sleepy now .. missing him much .. haix.. sadd.. although still can see each other in school, but its like haix.. dunno how to explain .. shall blog till here .. sian...

2005-03-28T22:16:00.000-08:00

didnt blog for few daes liao..i was lzy to blog lahx.. went to check how much it cost to repair my phone..$210 sia.. siao .. so ex.. so didnt repair. want to buy new one.. mummy dun let mi buy..haix.. i need a new phone manx.. haix.. went for band todae.. sian..nvr blow lohx..everybody so sleepy sia.. haix.. tomorrow gt half dae off from school.. i mean whole school coz i think becoz last year's o's level result gd bahx.. then we gt half dae school onli .. yeah..goin bugis tmr to take neoprint first with ivy then go my hse.. do the project ..sad for geraldine.. gt prefect meeting, cannot take neoprint..haha.. i broke liao .. tmr take neoprint le then left with few bucks ..haix.. getting baq money on wednesdae .. yeah .. oz i fork out the money to buy the products mahx.. so sleepy..tired liao.. shall blog again next time.. i guess i need another blogskin..=)

2005-03-24T22:35:00.000-08:00

wake up as early like 4.45am todae .. meet geraldine, then went to have breakfast.. the food nt nice de .. then went for sports dae lohx..sian.. nt veri fun .. end up shouting and cheering for other hses and ppl we know.. then went baq to school for band.. sian .. tired..
found out todae that sometimes ppl cannot be trusted too much .. someone make some idiot comments on my blog.. i dun know if u all gt see anot.. i juz saw too .. but i dun know who that person is.. but shld be someone i know bahx.. so yupp .. ermx.. if u realli dun like mi so much .. at least let mi know who are u lohx..haix..sadded..

2005-03-18T01:13:00.000-08:00

yesterdae- woke up in the morning and actually i didnt wan to go for band coz veri tired. but in the end i still went ... reach school and try on the band vest and skirt ... nt enough so i get to have a new set.. yeah .. haha.. but that dun realli make any difference. haha...went to canteen with adeline,jing wei and xiuting to get a drink .. saw the npccs.. they were having camp..so gd.. band also dun have haix... then saw mdm wu .. then we went up liao .. mdm wu tode mood veri gd.. nvr scold ppl .. then during break, had egg mayo bread and curry puff.. oki lohx.. dun realli like the milo...nt nice de.. then for the speech dae thingy, mi and cythnia go first trumpet then szuhui, hansin and kimm go second.. but when mark and si en cum, we all get to go back second.. i prefer second .. then after band, went dawson with mel and some guys,( lazy to name out) to buy things lohx.. then went home le..
todae- woke up in a lazy mood..suppose to have tuition but cancel .. went to school at 12pm todae .. met mel and lynette.. ate chicken wings.. then went to tell mdm yeo that i have to leave earlier coz need to go airport fetch mummy.. then mel also.. coz gt tuition .. ming tjun also but he nvr tell mdm yeo .. then go band lohx.. todae practice in the hall .. so hot lohx.. at 5pm, mi and mel left lohx..then ming tjun also leave, then he scare mdm wu see him, then he run so fast sia.. then went to aiport.. ate sakae sushi..then went grandma's hse.. coz her birthdae then go home liao..gtg le..

2005-03-13T02:30:00.000-08:00

todae's a veri unlucky dae for mi .. went out with rhoda,dawn,xiner and weixin todae... went to plaza sing to watch movie... watch "boggey man" dunno izit like that spell anot..4get liao .. abit scary coz the sound effects... alot og gals were screaming lohx..haha.. then after watching movie, we walked to heeren .. went to shop shop .. saw a skirt that i like.. actually wan to try de, but then gt one gal buy liao, then i dun wan.. saw another one same design but different colour, veri nice but no size liao.. haix.. then wanted to buy another one.. but i wear nt nice.. haix..sadd.. then went to mac to sit down .. then suddenly one china guy who was taking a tray with a cup of sprite and fries walked pass mi and guess wat .. he poured the sprite onto my shirt .. shit manx.. lucky never wear veri nice shirt .. wear t-shirt onli .. then almost half my shirt wet .. haix..then that guy keep saying sorry, then the gf still give mi tissue.. haix.. but i also cannot scold them coz they didnt did it on purpose de mahx .. haix.. if that guy veri shuai then no stead jiu gd liao .. haha.. then went to far east .. didnt see any nice clothes.. went pure milk .. actually wan to buy one black colour shirt but dun have the size i wan again .. then cum out quite long liao.. other branch dun have .. haix... then i bought a pink one also veri nice at $22.90... then after that walk awhile, went to bugis, take neoprint.. then went to eat pastamania.. nice... weixin treated us... thanks alot sia.. then went to village walk walk.. some things happen and i dun wish to talk abt it liao .. now then i realised that ppl whom i tot trusted mi dun trust mi .. wat they sae really disappoint mi .. haix..4get it .. gtg liao ..

2005-03-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

freaking tired now... reached home at 9.40pm todae sia..damn tired .. school released at 11.50am todae ... went tiong with su yuan, jingwei and her frenz..then we took a cab to macrichie(dunno how to spell lahx.. i didnt run, coz nt feeling well.. then mr loh told few of us to help to give out the milo..gt to know siting also .. same class as su yuan .. quarelled with someone todae .. i shall nt sae who that person is .. yupp .. reach school then realli quarelled liao .. then that person cry lohx .. think i dun feel bad mehx..nt like as if i like to quarelled lohx.. in the end i also cry .. tat person cry until like i slap her like tat lohx .. but i dun care lahx... but i "ren" veri long liao le lohx .. my mood was like damn down liao le lohx.. how i wish he was by my side sia..haix.. shall try nt to quarelled with that person anymore .. coz i tired liao .. try nt to hate her to .. coz i dun wan to hate anyone at the moment .. yupp .. then went for pre syf.. we are nt veri gd compared to another sec school .. their french horn and percussion damn zai lohx .. but i prefer our trumpets.. its nicer .. haha .. yupp .. but aiya .. cannot compare de lahx .. then after that went home liao .. goin to NUS tml to watch the concert .. excited to watch sia.. haha.

2005-03-04T20:30:00.000-08:00

woke up happily this morning coz todae is fridae. finally can relax liao .. tml can rest le .. so tired and stress nowadaes .. nt much thing happen in class todae .. after school, went dawson with geraldine and ivy .. saw adeline,yanzi(shld be like tat spell lahx),suyuan and jing wei.. then sit together lohx..then everybody was like in depression, so quiet.. except mi, jing wei and suyuan .. i was nt affected coz my mood veri gd mahx ..then went baq school.. went for band lohx .. oki lahx .. nt that bad .. then we were like talkin abt suyuan .. then called su yuan ..yuan gu gu .. haha .. but during the break, my mood was like super bad lohx .. coz of him and alot of other things lohx .. haix .. then i sae huimin coz she drank my water without asking mi.. i actually dun mind de but i mood bad so .. haix ... didnt realli talk for the rest of band prac..cythnia was like asking i oki anot .. ask mi relac.. haha .. guess i shld take things lightly and nt think of him too much le .. haix .. yupp .. then after band, went home lohx. went 7-11 to buy something .. suppose to have tuition but cancel .. yeah .. gt time to rest liao .. hehe .. so sorry to those who i have throw my temper at during band .. haix..sianx..

2005-03-03T20:20:00.000-08:00

reach school quite early todae sia .. ermx ard 6.35am bahx .. nth to do .. sianx .. then first lesson was PE .. oki lohx .. running as usual ... then gt art lesson..ny that boring coz i nt doin art work coz i told the cher i wan to redo .. so i did my history as in copy from geraldine .. then after recess gt history .. 2 periods sia .. sian.. maths worse ah .. dun realli understand wat she toking.. then fall asleep near the end of lesson..and woke up when huixuan called mi .. haha..then science is like veri wat lohx .. nobody listening ....after school, met mel yeo then went to the bus stop with geraldine and ivy.. mi and mel yeo went tiong eat mac .. then after that went baq for band .. also nvr realli practice todae .. wu was like asking the trombone to blow over and over again .. then mi, kim, suyuan, chun hoo, mel yeo, tamm and shi yun was like talking abt theodore(dunno how to spell) , then was writing things abt him on a paper. funni sia..haix.. jing wei nvr cum for band coz she sick .. suyuan and mel yeo also sick .. poor thing.. then after band, mdm yeo was like talking to the band .. then sae all the practices and attendance all that lohx .. goin to have 4daes of practices during the march holidae .. mdm yeo also bought 2 new trumpets .. but like nt enough lohx .. i wan new one also .. haha .. dun feel like running for cross country somemore after that still muz go baq school and then go for the pre syf .. wa liao .. sure veri tired de ... its like at nite liao lohx .. think whole thing will end at 8 plus 9pm lohx .. haix .. but nvm .. muz work hard for syf .. coz i dun wanna get COP sia ..haix .. tomorrow finally fridae liao .. can rest at home after tml .. tired .. tot of him again .. but i will try nt to .. coz i am goin to give him up .. haix .. sadded sia .. gtg ... blog another dae ..

2005-03-01T20:32:00.000-08:00

juz change my blogskin..quite plain but i think it is veri meaningful lohx..realli sae out what i felt towards him sia ...haix .. dun talk abt this liao..veri sad de .. watched hide and seek liao..nice show ... goin to watch white noise on sat bahx .. nowades gt alot of horro movies .. nice sia .. haha .. todae lesson quite sian .. nth to do .. eat sweets in class todae again .. IT todae was at least better, more fun lohx .. like tat lohx..dun feel like typing liao .. sian ..

2005-02-24T20:23:00.000-08:00

juz came baq from mum's shop .. gt band todae .. after school, geraldine and ivy nvr pei mi .. then mi,mel, hui xuan, kimm and tamm went to great world .. eat mac .. nice .. then go walk walk .. i bought rubberbands .. yupp .. then went for band lohx .. band sian lahx .. then after band, went home lohx .. accompany geraldine wong to the alexandra hawker centre then i went mum's shop .. like that lohx .. i wanna go out on sat lehx..haix .. hate that bitch more now lohx .. onli know how to boss ppl and bully ppl ... she sux..

2005-02-22T22:21:00.000-08:00

long time no blog liao .. haix .. busy ... woke up late todae, luckily in time lohx .. dun have lit test todae ... mr osman sae postpone .. yeah ... i nvr study .. then pe run five rounds sia .. crazy... had english test, oki lohx .. nt that difficult .. had my science test also .. all of us cheated sia .. pro'est ..hehe .. after school gt hse prac. after school, mi and kimm was like dun know where to go .. then we suggest to go bugis take neoprint .. but i cant imagine we realli went coz its like we will be late for hse prac .. but we hack care juz go lohx .. went with geraldine as well ... went to take neoprint ..fun and nice sia .. then buy snacks to eat .. then geraldine went home first .. mi and kim decide to take mrt baq to school. then we were like eating on the mrt lohx .. haha .. funni sia .. then when we reach queenstown mrt, we were walking to the bus stop when 186 came .. then we run with our "takopachi" (shld be like tat spell bahx) .. caught the bus .. lucky .. but our food was like ruin .. when we alight, kimm open hers, and hers were in a mess, whereas mine is still nice nice de .. but it still taste so nice .. hehe .. reach school in time .. still gt time to change sia .. haha .. we pro horx .. haha .. then after hse prac, mi and kimm went to queensway coz i wanna see billabong wallet .. bought one pink de .. actually is wan to buy white de .. its like both also veri nice, then kimm sae pink de nicer .. then pink wont so easy dirty mahx .. so buy pink de lohx .. nice .. think is $22.90 .. and the sales gal was like asking mi i gt hse prac ?? i was like ya .. and guess that gal from qtss also bahx .. coz she look familier .. hehe .. then we walk awhile .. then bought drink .. mi and kimm share .. but is i pay de lohx .. KIMM U OWN MI DE .. haha .. no lahx .. coz she no money le mahx .. but i use ez link card .. then after that waited bus with kimm then went mum's shop then kor send mi home lohx .. coz i lazy walk mahx .. haha .. yupp .. thats all bahx .. long time no see him le .. haix .. sadd...

2005-02-14T21:06:00.000-08:00

wah... i one week plus nvr blog liao .. shall start from new year eve tat dae lahx .. think i still can remember a little...
tuesdae 8/2- new year eve sia .. dun feel like goin to school .. haix .. but i get to skip two lessons lahx .. hehe .. woke up late sia .. woke up at 7am .. but luckily managed to reach school in time sia..after assembly,went class take band jiu went to band liao .. pratice a bit of cny song .. then went to hall lohx .. waited for our turn .. the chinese dance so wat lohx .. dance three times sia .. wateva lahx .. then after school,went mel yeo hse with jw and adeline .. had fun .. went holland village first to buy snacks .. then went her hse lohx . watch tv .. nice .. then went baq ard 4pm bahx .. went mum shop coz need to work .. when i reach the shop already super tired liao lohx .. haix .. work until 10pm plus then started keeping liao .. reach home at 12am plus bahx .. didnt stay up .. bath liao then sleep le ..
wednesdae 9/2- woke up 11am plus bahx .. mummy wake mi up if nt i will sleep long long .. had my lunch then bath liao, went to grandma's hse .. stayed there less than an hour then went to toa payoh to another relative hse .. then went home .. reached home ard 4pm plus bahx ... went to sleep.. then one of my aunty reach my hse liao .. then they came in and wake mi up .. haha .. then all my cousins,aunties and uncles reach at ard 7pm plus .. played cards .. nice .. won money .. nt alot .. ard 30 plus to 40 bucks .. then sleep at 3am, near to 4am bahx .. sleep on floor somemore sia .. but veri fun lahx ..
thursdae 10/2- woke up at 8am coz cousins they all leaving liao .. yupp .. went baq to sleep after they left .. sian lahx .. whole dae watch tv .. haix..
fridae 11/2- went to school, feelin so sleepy whole dae ..haix .. didnt went for band lahx .. went onli for like half and hr jiu went to my aunt hse liao .. hate azlina ..she sux
sat+sun-- went down to shop to work lohx .. too busy to go out ...
todae-- happy valentimes dae!! such a loner todae .. haix .. dun dare to wish him happy valentimes .. hehe .. went for band lohx .. sian ... gt march todae .. but nt veri tired .. haix ... lazy to blog liao .. blog so long le .. need to change blogskin soon le ..

2005-02-02T18:55:00.000-08:00

juz came baq from band... shall update from mondae ...
mondae-- felt sick .. had fever in the morning but i still gt go school .. cannot realli remember wat happen liao .. but i know i in class super cold then beckham and kuan koon sae i look veri pale .. haha .. then i was like shivering lohx .. then went for assembly .. worst still more cold sia ... then nvr go band coz i cannot ta han liao .. muz go see doc .. but i nvr straight away go see .. i went to cut hair .. cut away my fringe .. oki lahx .. nt that ugly also .. they sae i look younger .. ?? dunno lehx .. already cut liao .. sae nt nice also no use .. then went home sleep .. from ard 4.30pm sleep until 8pm .. went to see doc .. felt so xin ku .. like no strenght .. then i gt high fever .. doc give mi two daes mc sia ... then after i went home .. eat medicine liao .. then sleep again ..
tuesdae-- didnt went to school .. felt sick .. but sian .. spend whole dae sleeping .. wake up liao .. use com .. then sleep again lohx .. like tat onli .. then decided to go to school next dae .. coz gt band.. hehe .. then at nite trying to sleep that time .. i was like super dizzy then cannot sleep .. so xin ku .. but in the end also fall asleep ..
todae went school .. brought my jacket along .. cold sia.. then mood nt veri gd .. but in the end oki liao .. went for band .. to try the CNY piece .. but like gt things happen sia .. haix .. then after that went home liao .. saw lily and her stead .. then mel yeo pei mi wait bus .. but our bus came together lohx .. haix .. dunno whether to go for pe tml ..

2005-01-30T11:38:00.000-08:00

realli busy nowadaes so i nvr blog for a long time liao .. shall start with yesterdae.. went out early in the morning at ard 9am .. meet adeline and suyuan at mrt station .. then waited for tammy they all before we go to lakeside to buy our band uniform .. met other band members there .. bought the white shirt liao .. but then cannnot find the black shoes sia .. then my slipper spoilt .. then i go buy one new shoe at 10 bucks .. quite cheap lohx .. then went to bugis with adeline.. on the way there, mi and ade talk abt veri er xin de thing lohx ... cannot stand her sia .. haha .. then went to meet mel yeo and jingwei there .. ate kfc .. then go take neoprints lohx .. then suppose to meet weixin they all at bugis but they change to orchard so i went over to orchard at ard 6pm .. my mood was like damn bad .. dunno why .. maybe thought of him bahx .. then suddenly veri gd liao .. haha .. then reach papa's shop at ard 11.15pm bahx .. then talk talk lohx .. went home at 1.30am .. later in the afternoon still gt tuition sia .. sian .. haix .. gtg .. i wanna get a billabong bag!!

2005-01-20T21:37:00.000-08:00

came baq from piano at 9pm .. tired sia...sian... meeting geraldine and ivy tml to do the art thing .. sian lehx .. dun feel like doin .. goin out with cousins on sat if mummy allow .. yesterdae was sly's birthdae ..HAPPY BIRTHDAE, SYLVESTER .. hehe .. mummy's birthdae yesterdae as well, same as sly sehx .. so gd .. haha .. gt band todae .. the wu so wat lohx .. sick of her lorhx .. dear dear(mel yeo) nvr pei mi wait bus todae.. nvm larhx .. she pei mi for few daes le .. muz let her pei mummy(jing wei) also .. reach home at ard 7pm ... ate dinner then went for piano liao ..blog till here bahx .. changing my blogskin bahx ..

2005-01-14T23:50:00.000-08:00

juz bath finish sia .. tired .. juz came baq from shop..went for bmss concert todae .. after school todae, took cab home to take band t .. then came baq to school at 1pm plus bahx .. then have band lorx .. still muz fall in after band sehx.. sian lorx .. then shama talk so much .. mi,ade,huimin leave first coz muz go bmss concert.. then we all as in mi,ade,huimin,junhao,hanwei,ivan and edwin waited for waiip coz he goin also mahx .. then while waiting,ade go pluck edwin hair ..so funni sia .. then wait so long lorx .. then finally at 6.45pm bah .. then he cum out liao .. we went outside to take cab ... then han wei ask mi if i gt drop anything .. then i was like no .. then i check lohx .. realli lehx .. i dropped my wallet .. then i shouted at him larx .. coz he ran away with my wallet .. then when i take baq still ask mi if i know when or where i drop .. like my father like tat ..haha.. then mr foo took a ticket .. coz tamm and kimm nvr go mahx .. late for the concert lorx .. the band oki larx .. saw my pri school friends there .. then after the concert, we went bugis to eat . went seperate ways .. mi,waiip,ade,huimin, edwin, went to long john .. then the other three dun know go where le .. then edwin veri ke lian .. muz call mi jiejie .. haha .. he older than mi three years sia .. then after eating, actually is go take neoprint de, but close liao .. coz like near to 10pm plus le mahx .. then mi,ade,huimin and edwin went to take bus then waiip take mrt .. edwin so ke lian .. have to walk ade home,then ade have to pei mi ..haha .. then hui min took 61... we take 197 .. then ade they all go down first .. reach shop at near to 11pm .. kanna scolded .. my hp also no batt ..wat can i do .. wth .. haix .. tired .. maybe tml go buy new year clothes .. but have to see who is goin first .. todae gt one new di di le .. hahaha ..

2005-01-07T11:09:00.000-08:00

again veri long nvr update liao .. haix ... went for band todae although sec 2s no need to go, but then i go, coz wan blow mahx ... i veri hardworking de lorx .. haha .. then mi onli sec 2, so extra .. then finish band at 6.30pm .. but stayed baq to help adeline for the cca open hse thing .. cythnia, szu hui, chun hoo,lip woon,lip men( dun know how to spell), swee lin, jing wei, adeline, zheng yi, waiip, hashimah all also stay baq .. actually also nvr realli do things .. played volley ball, till like 6.55pm like tat ... then mi, waiip,hashimah,ade and chun hoo was planning abt tml .. then went to music room .. played my trumpet awhile .. then mi todae no voice liao .. haix .. then mi left with chun hoo at 7.30pm bahx .. veri late lorx .. then chun hoo bus came liao .. then cythnia and jing wei cum liao .. then my bus came first, jing wei went to take mrt .. like tat lorx .. then reach mum's shop at 8pm .. went see doc .. coz no voice liao .. then now better le .. tml gt cca open hse .. i wanna blow my instrument ... hehe .. dun know can anot, coz i am suppose to talk .. haha ... stop till here le .. guess goin to blog few daes later bahx ..

2005-01-01T13:24:00.000-08:00

the last time i blog was like during christmas horx .. so long liao ... happy new year to everybody .. went out with weixin,xiner,dawn they all yesterdae .. went chua chu kang, so far lorx..watch kung fu .. then watch until 4pm plus... then go long john buy fries coz i haven eat the whole dae mahx... then saw one guy, look so super mian shan lorx .. then quite gd looking also .. haha ... then mi,dawn and xiner was laughing like hell lorx .. then took mrt to orchard.we took direct de...abt 45 mins then reach somerset lorx .. then went heeren .. walk walk lorx .. then after, took bus to bugis .. ate long john again .. then go village there .. to search for my cap .. bought a von dutch cap .. 15 bucks .. then went junction ..took neoprints .. then go op shop look look lorx .. then saw another cap super nice .. white colour one ... 18 bucks .. but got discount de .. actually is dun wan to buy de coz no money liao .. then when abt to go home tat time, then i keep asking them whether to buy anot then they sae buy lorx .. then mi really buy liao .. so happy ... but the mi left with 10 plus bucks onli lorx .. haix .. broke liao .. need to save money le .. then after, went home to change clothes, then went to mum's shop .. jingyi they all also gt cum .. then talk talk lorx .. then eat supper .. veri long nvr like tat liao .. then went home le lorx ..

2004-12-25T01:40:00.000-08:00

merry christmas!! hehe .. celebrate juz now .. sort off larx..didnt went out with weixin they all todae.. papa dun allow lehx.. but luckily nvr go coz alot ppl mahx .. woke up at 11 plus 12pm i think .. then do nth lorx .. what a "nice" christmas eve .. haix .. then went to queensway with mummy to buy present for xuan..she bought a bag for mi too .. nice larx .. then after tat went shop .. 6pm plus jiu went home liao .. coz need to bring the things baq home for maid to cook coz weixin they all cuming up .. then went home liao .. watch tv .. waited for them to cum .. then they reach my hse at ard 8pm plus bahx .. then we eat lorx .. then start talking abt clothes and shoes .. trying on clothes .. then played some games .. nt that fun coz the qi fen nt high enough .. like tat lorx .. wanna go out tml .. haix .. but sure alot of ppl de .. sianx .. gtg larx.. watch tv .. hehe

2004-12-22T22:07:00.001-08:00

went to shu qun concert todae(sylvester sec school worhx...haha) .. performing but turns out to be choir all tat perform .. haix.. meet mel and jing wei at tiong at 11.30pm .. then went to eat long john .. after tat, take mrt to newton lorx .. waited so long for others to arrive .. then reach acs barker at around 2 bahx .. the performance start at 2.45pm like tat bahx .. then end at ard 3 plus ?? near to 4 bahx .. then tamm,kimm and mi went to take bus to bugis then take 33 to my house .. ate kfc .. so full .. hehe .. then mi and kimm play xbox, tamm play the piano AGAIN .. haha .. then tamm join us in the game lorx .. then let the two of them play, then i online .. then watch tv at 7pm .. then kimm and tamm play piano .. i played awhile too larx .. then ate dinner .. ard 8 plus near to 9pm , kimm and tamm went home lorx .. watch "devils blue" nice show .. then online now lorx .. feel like changing skin to sly de .. tired todae ..

2004-12-17T20:40:00.000-08:00

at cousin's hse now .. went to sentosa todae...wake up at qrd 7.30 todae .. supposed to wake up at 7am de lorx but i sleep baq..haix ..went to dawn's hse at ard 8am bahx..reached their hse at ard 8.30am lorxx ... set off to sentosa at 9am plus .. near to 10 le bahx..went to palawan beach .. saw ruo shi and szu hui on our way to harbourfront mrt .. then both of them went to tiong to meet their frenx .. then mi,weix xin,dawn, rhoda and xiner went first .. intend to meet them there.. we went to tan at first .. then gt one ah gua guy came to borrow volleyball from us .. then keep talking lorx .. haha .. theen when szu hui they all cum, we went into the water .. veri fun lorx .. played volleyball with other ppl also .. but we too lousy liao.. so play awhile nvr play liao .. haha .. went back at ard 5pm bahxx .. started raining so heavily lorx .. theen the monorail so many ppl .. waited so long lorx .. reached dawn's hse at ard 7.15pm .. bath le then eat lorx .. so hungry .. think i getting sun burn bahx .. skin veri red .. haix ..tired now ..

2004-12-16T15:00:00.000-08:00

didnt went to sentosa yesterdae again... coz rhoda came back late .. then we change our plan .. we went to suntec .. bought a strawberry handphone keychain .. cute . then after tat went to bugis .. took neoprint .. then bought hp cover .. cute sia .. but like too small liao .. veri tight .. haha .. listening to "kiss night" from wilber now .. hehe .. maybe goin to sentosa tml if wei xin is nt working ..gtg .. tata..

2004-12-14T15:59:00.000-08:00

feeling really sianx now .. nth to do at home .. later need to go work .. sianx .. bought a volleyball juz now at $16.90 .. nt bad larx .. no money le.. so muz buy cheap one .. goin to sentosa tml bahx .. shld be lorx .. ermx .. nth much to blog le .. WiLbEr RaWkZz .. hehe ..

2004-12-13T20:58:00.000-08:00

sianx todae .. nvr do anything .. maybe goin down to shop later bahx.. since dawn is goin down .. woke up at 2.30pm todae .. also dunno why i so late wake up .. wake up liao have my luch lorx .. then did my work and listen to wilber's album again .. guess i have listen for near to 20 times during past two daes le .. haha .. so nice .. haha .. then suppose to have tuition at 6.30pm de, but cancel le.. then maybe tml tuition .. bought KFC for dinner .. nt as nice as i expect lorx .. eat while watching "xi ling men" .. then watched tv till 8.45 then cum online le lorx .. goin to offline soon le bahx.. watching tv again .. suppose to go wild wild wet on wednesdae .. but wei xin dun wanna go again .. then i also dun know how .. shall decide tomorrow again bahx .. sianx .. i need to go out and shop manx.. short of $$ .. haix..

2004-12-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

woke up at abt 11 plus todae .. tired.. went down to mum's shop for lunch, then after tat went to dawn's hse .. watched tv..sianx also.. used the com... found this blogskin which i think is nice lorx..wilber so shuai .. omg..then after tat went to clementi central there coz xiner and dawn wanna buy phone.. they two buy same phone..sisters indeed..haha.. bought waffle.. nice .. nt bad..then rush baq to dawn's hse to watch hong xin da jiang(shld be spell like tat bahx..)waited for wilber to cum out ..he sang "kiss night" .. nicee..btw he didnt sing "wu ha' yesterdae, he sang "kuai le chong bai"..type wrong yesterdae... "kiss night" really veri nice.. then after watching, went down to mum's shop .. then like tat lorx..find ppl sms.. kindda sianx.. then talk with my cousins and one of my aunt abt the wild wild wet thing..actually is wan to go on tuesdae de but nt open so go on wednesdae lorx.. wonder can wear shirt and shorts to play anot horx..shall call and ask .. then went home around 12.30am.. then cum online lorx .. did the template thing .. then listen to wilber's album .. nice.. i'm sort of like siao .. i keep listening to that album lorx .. shall stop blogging now .. and i'm goin to sleep soon .. tired. . nitex..

2004-12-11T22:14:00.000-08:00

hmm .. quite tired todae..nvr go to work .. went out this morning at around 11pm plus .. meet xiner at jurong east mrt, then went to IMM.. reach IMM at around 12 plus.. then bought mcfurry(4get how to spell liao)...then went to wilber's autograph session..then session starts at around 3.30, then mi and xiner sat there waiting, wait for like close to three hrs plus.. actually mi is wan to que for the signature thingy de, coz around 12 plus can start to line up liao mahx..but then gt alot of ppl, so i nvr line up lorx..then sat there until leg pain .. haix.. then finally wilber arrived liao .. then everybody was like pushing lorx..so hot .. then he sang two songs,"wu ha"and"kiss nite".. so nice lorx.. in the end, i also go line up to get his signature..haha.. then my turn tat time horx.. i was so happy lorx..so close to him ... he so shuai can .. veri cheerful type de, keep smiling then so friendly somemore.. haha .. love him so much .. then after the autograph session, i went mummy shop, after eating there jiu went home liao .. watch SI encore ..sly so cool can .. then also gt watch psc .. gt wilber mahx.. he also veri shuai.. oh yeah .. he nvr dance todae...so sad lorx.. heard tat his leg injured.. haix..he muz recover fast .. hehe .. then like tat lorx. . actually mi wan to go down mum shop but too lazy liao .. haha .. gtg .. tata

2004-12-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

so tired now... came home at aroung 10plus ?? near to 11pm bahx...didnt see the time..went out with weixin,rhoda,xiner,dawn,jingyi and yongyi and my er sao.. fun todae..actually dun know wan to go out with them anot, coz no money liao, but in the end i still go lorx...reach weixin's house at ard 1plus, then take mrt to bedok, actually is wan to go cycling de, but then raining, then we at the bus stop dun know where to go..haix..wasted time there, then we decide to take mrt to tampines.. go walk walk then went to find shuping..ate at long john... nicee... then meet er sao and stephy at orchard... then we are suppose to alight at city hall then change mrt mahx..then when we alight, we juz need to go opposite to take mrt to orchard mahx..then weixin,xiner,jingyi and rhoda went downstairs lorx ..so funni .. then we called them they dun ans us..then the train to orchard arrive liao..then mi,dawn and yong yi board the train lorx.. then we went first..haha..they gong gong de ..haha..den went to walk walk at heeren..take neoprint..nt bad larx..but i dun look veri nice..actually mi was thinking of taking secong time de but no money liao..so nvr take..then saw szu hui,ruoshi and another guy call weiming..dun know him also .. yupp..after tat went cine to eat bk ... then talk talk there, then went home liao ..like tat lorx..tml still gt bbq..nt really veri excited bahx..haix..dun know why also .. hmm..tired .. goin to read my comics soon..hehe..

2004-12-04T14:11:00.000-08:00

hmm..juz watch finish tv, so cum blogging lorx, since i gt nth to do.. went out with geraldine yesterdae.. actually we take 4times of neoprint but gt one neoprint lost..so is counted as three times onli ..wth..we lost the sofa one lorx ... we lost it while taking photos at other machine..left it at the machine there, when we wan to go baq there to take horx, lost liao le .. haix..then went to take sofa de again .. take twice sofa and once normal de .. haha .. wasted money on tat.. then we also take one person de .. then we siao siao .. go write sylvester rox,for mi larx..then geraldine cannot make up her mineto write who, then she write taufik and sly de .. haha .. watched incredibles with her yesterdae also.. ermx..quite nice but nt as nice as wat i think it shld be lorx..nvm.. then yesterdae went back to work at 5 plus... dawn came at around 10pm bahx.. she borrowed comics .. then i also read lorx..hooked to it liao .. goin to ask her go down to shop tonite then we can go borrow comics together..hehee ... comics are so nice..the guys in there so gd looking .. haha .. tats all larx .. wonder where's the neoprint that we lost now...haix...

2004-11-30T12:54:00.000-08:00

2004-11-26T13:39:00.000-08:00

so tired lorx ... supposed to sleep longer todae de lorx .. my mother wake mi up ..haix ... went out with fannie(sis), dawn and xiner yesterdae ... actually go ice skating de lorx, then gt wat compeition lorx .. stupid horx .. then went k box .. sing so many songs .. sing jay chou de also .. jay chou rox .. hehe .. then finish singing 7.30pm,actually chld be at 7pm .. but coz the com gt something wrong then we extend the time..haha ... then went to bugis .. take neoprints ... nt veri nice ... but they say veri nice ... dunno also .. then went bugis village .. bought a blouse i shld say .. nice lorx .. bought pink one actually wan another blue de ... but the blue one dun match my op skirt .. so buy the pink one lorx .. nicee also .. =) ... then went home liao .. enjoyed myself yesterdae lorx ... so fun .. but tired .. haha ... goin to work todae ..haix .. tonite channel 8 gt feature sylvester .. so muz watch ..haha ... haix .. todae and tml gt jay chou concert ... cannot go .. mum dun let..haix .. huimin(tutor) gt go lorx ... jealous .. muz buy the concert vcd .. hope jay chou concert can be a big success ... wish him gd luck also .. jay chou rox .. hehe ...

2004-11-21T01:48:00.000-08:00

juz bath finish .. came baq from work .. so tired .. sianz lorx .. tml still gt tuition in the morning .. haix .. few daes nvr update liao ... so i shall start from yesterdae .. =) .. gt a call from my aunt in the late morning like 11+ ?? i was still sleeping lorx .. she asked if i wan to go out with her since she and her daughter(xuan) wans to go shopping .. yupp .. and of coz, i join them larx .. since at home so sian ..they came to my house first then went to suntec at ard 1+ ... nth to walk wan lorx .. sian ah there .. then bought news paper to check out gt wat movie to watch .. actually wan to watch shutter(4get how to spell liao .. ) but then xuan scared .. then watch taxi .. nice show and funni .. then there's the is guy sitting beside mi in the theatre .. he was like sleeping lorx .. the show so funni .. so nice .. then so noisy he still can sleep .. then halfway he woke up .. i was like "diao" ... haha ... then after watching, walk ard heeren, wanted to buy a skirt which cost $29.90 .. but horx .. too ex liao .. then nvr buy .. head to bugis village .. bought a pink skirt .. nice .. hehe ... then went to eat sakae .. my aunt treat .. nicee. .. eat until so full .. then after that went home liao .. then horx .. mi still haven buy the t-shirts lorx .. but i guess .. i wont be buying liao .. goin to use the money to buy some nicer blouse to match with my skirt .. =) ..goin to bugis again on tuesdae ..shld be bahx .. buying clothes if there are nice wan .. then lets continue with todae. . suppose to have tuition at 9am todae .. but then cancel again .. i also overslept anyway .. hahaa .. then woke up at ard 12 plus .. stephy sort of wake mi up .. haha .. then watch tv lorx .. went to work at ard 4 plus .. yupp .. like tat onli lorx .. tats all larx .. think sleeping at 2am plus bahx .. tml morning still gt tuition .. =) .. gtg ... hope i blog again soon ... =P

2004-11-16T22:27:00.000-08:00

hmm .. realli veri long nvr blog liao .. almost one week liao .. juz watched finish "ren wo ao you" .. super nice show lorx .. hehee ... went for band this morning .. so tired lorx .. mi slept at 4am lorx .. then 7.40 wake up liao .. so tired .. after band horx .. raining then take cab home, since i also in a rush .. went to watch " the forgotten" with bro,sis in law and dawn .. the show nt bad, quite nice... then went to buy the happy house pencil case which cost $11.90 .. nice lorx .. yupp .. then actually after watching movie wan go cycling de .. but close liao .. then went orchard .. the funfair there .. sat the pirate ship .. the feeling like wan to jump to death like tat .. haha .. nt veri fun .. coz onli mi and dawn sit .. yupp .. then reach home at ard 8.45 .. juz in time to watch ren wo ao you .. hehe ... then ate nasi lemak .. nicee ... then come online lorx .. dawn juz went home .. actually wan to go down my mum shop .. but veri tired liao .. so dun go lorx .. shld be buying my t-shirts and hp cover since huimin(tutor) will be cuming over .. yesh .. ltr still need to do tuition hmwork .. sianz ... tats all larx .. blog another dae .. =)

2004-11-10T22:14:00.000-08:00

hmm ..i didnt blog yesterdae .. so blog todae lorx .. lets skip yesterdae since nth happen .. todae was much more better .. ermx .. had band as usual .. then it was mel's birthdae todae .. HAPPY BIRTHDAE !! haha .. then mi,mark,xiuting,adeline,su yuan, mew ee bought a cake for her .. i was the one who bought the cake .. bought the cake coated with chocolate one .. yupp .. wanted a surprise for her .. so we decided to let the whole band sing song to her .. then get jing hui and junhao to bring pit the cake and we did tat larx .. she shld be happy bahx .. hehe .. then we stayed back to eat the cake ..nicee .. haha .. then finish the cake ..the cake horx .. cut until veri nt nicee .. part of of it is i cut de =x .. haha .. then mel,geraldine,jing wei and junhao they all went out .. then i went home lorx .. i veri guai horx. . haha .. then went home .. veri tired liao .. then sleep at 3pm woke up at around 7.05pm .. slept for 4hrs .. think tonite no need to sleep liao.. hehe .. yupp .. tats all larx .. hmm .. then i'll be getting my reward coz of my math .. i have tot of wat to buy liao. . a happy house pencil case, 3 t-shirts and handphone cover... i veri greedy horx .. gtg .. tata ..

2004-11-08T22:51:00.000-08:00

hmm .. seems like i have nt blog for few daes liao .. i shall start updating .. and lets start from last sat .. yupp .. i held my bbq ..which is for geraldine since it is her birthdae .. we had a great time .. playing with water..lols... then ened the bbq at 11+ .. yupp .. and sundae .. hmm .. boring dae .. didnt do anything .. and todae .. ermx .. went for dental appointment which is supposed to be 8am .. but i overslept and i reach ndc at 9am .. yupp .. i was veri late .. and i went home after tat .. hmm .. i'm suppose to go baq to rv todae .. and i did .. of coz .. so long nvr go baq liao .. then skip,danny,weeling,huihui they all went .. then all of us were like deciding where to go .. then skip keep asking them to go bowling and watch movie lorx .. i also cannot go .. but in the end, mi,huihui,weeling,danny went over to orchard .. first, went to wheelock place to collect my hp then went to hmv to take neoprints then went home liao ..reach my mum's shop at 5+ i think .. yupp .. tats all .. hmm .. lets hope tat i'm gonna blog tml ..

2004-11-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

actually mi didnt wan to blog de lorx .. veri tired liao .. fell like sleeping .. but since i few daes nvr update so i juz come and update lorx .. hmm .. juz finish my bath .. yupp .. came back from my mum's shop .. then veri tired now .. went for band in the morning todae then at 12 plus like tat, meet dawn then went over to NDC for some dental checkups .. then in the end the doctor nt there then have to make another appointment .. then after tat , we went to bugis then ask geraldine along also lorx .. took neoprints,took twice onli .. yupp .. veri fun larx .. then at 4 plus,the went to take mrt to go my mum shop to work lorx .. veri tired lehx .. tats all larx .. gtg watch tv ... tata

2004-10-29T22:35:00.000-07:00

haix .. todae the last dae of school liao .. and probably the last official dae i saw him .. yupp .. i'm nt gonna see him again anymore and even though during the holidaes, i may see him but its like .. so wat .. in the end, he still have to leave .. wat can i do ?? there's nth i can do to make him stay wat .. i could onli wish him all the best and i nvr regreted loving him as i did have those so called happy moments when i love him .. yupp .. please dun think tat i'm goin to die without him coz i'm nt goin to die .. yeah .. although i cant bear to .. but i still have to let go wat .. i still must get on with my life .. yupp .. and i have to work harder to make myself to 4get him .. and nt to think of him again .. yeah .. so tats abt him larx ... all the best to him lorx .. =) ..

hmm .. todae in school quite fun larx .. then get the year bk .. the photos so funni lorx .. laugh until i stomach ache ah .. haha ..then went for the school dentist .. the dentist so rough lorx ..pain sia .. then todae also gt the fire alarm .. then everybody still like slowy .. everybody like hack care like tat .. haha ...then went to gather at the field ..gt so many dragonflies lorx .. so "er xin" ... yupp ... then after school .. played volleyball awhile ..then went up to the library with kimm ivy and geraldine .. yesh and we watch the ppl playing soccer .. then after tat i went home liao lorx ..then went for my dental appointment then went tbp .. nvr really bought anything larx .. then like tat lorx .. tats all for todae larx .. tata ..

2004-10-26T22:13:00.000-07:00

haix .. actually didnt wan to blog todae de .. but mel sae i nvr blog,so i decided to blog lorx .. sian larx .. hmm..i shall start talking abt yesterday ... hmm..yesterdae gt talent time finals .. nice sia .. the instrumental was nice lorx...but the vocal for the grp one nt veri nice lorx ..yupp .. like tat lorx .. also nvr really do anything larx ... then todae morning went to nus,the museum lorx .. then veri fun .. then mi,mel,ivy,geraldine,kim and piggy sat at the back lorx .. then we were like listening to "white houses" then i wan lying on kimm and kimm lying down mel and geraldine lying on mi lorx .. haha .. we were like goin to fall asleep..then reached there liao .. so sian lorx .. but fun .. yupp .. then went back to school lorx .. then that wee wee ask us to clear the files by todae ..wth lorx ..then mi todae carry so many files lorx .. that wee wee larx .. then after school,went canteen with geraldine and ivy then we dun feel like eating then we went library ..a while later mi decided to go canteen to get a drink so we went canteen again then back to the library again .. yupp .. siao horx ..then met kimm,huixuan and mel there .. then around 10 mins later,we went canteen again as i wanted to eat something .. then after eating , geraldine and ivy went home liao . then the rest of us went library then sit at sofa there .. then keep laughing .. like siao like that .. then stay there till band starts lorx ..then band that time,blow another new song .. so difficult lorx .. sian ah .. then after band ,went home liao lorx .. yupp..=) .. thats all larx .. gtg .. tata ..

2004-10-22T22:22:00.001-07:00

hey .. i'm back blogging again .. didnt wan to blog .. veri lazy to do so lehx .. but mi like veri long nvr blog liao le lorx .. so decide to blog lorx .. =) .. yesh .. i hate sarah .. she sux .. she even sae bad things abt mi to junhong when it's nt even true lorx .. and i juz went to her blog .. haha .. gr is starting hate u ... better still .. u know why he hate u .. cause u suxx ... then she's gonna go another school,iguesss ... u get lost larx .. sae we onli know one word .. like u veri pro like that ... u r juz a lousy gal .. and u have to admit .. hehee ... u go n die ..ermx .. i shldnt be so bad to ask u go n die .. maybe juz get lost bahx ... i dun care wat u r gonna sae to jh they all or whoever .. i dun give it a damn anymore .. even if they believe,it's their problem .. maybe they cork eye or cork ear to believe a bitch like u .. and so sarah .. do watever u wan .. juz in case u get transfer and nvr see us again .. i'm gonna miss sarah so muchhh ... hahaha ... tats all abt sarah ...

then todae gt the music exchange .. veri sian lorx .. but get to skip lessons .. haha .. then tamm they all went down eat then mi sit there look after the stands ... it's nt as if the stands will run lorx .. haix .. but nvm .. then mi have to wait till our band blow finish then can go in .. lucky jun hao came to talk to mi ..then jinghui they all come .. if nt mi like one person .. so lonely ... then after that .. the thing end at 12 then we still need fall in then 12.45 like that then go off ... yupp .. then went to meet geraldine then went home liao .. told my mum i wanted to change phone .. but she seem so wat lorx .. like dun wanna let mi change .. i'm goin to ask her again tml .. and i'm gonna beg her again .. yupp .. thats all ... sian .. later can sleep early coz no show to watch .. oh ya .. maia is out .. she shldnt be lorx .. shld be the leandra(4get how to spell liao) out lorx .. haix ... kk .. gtg ... tata

2004-10-12T19:38:00.000-07:00

juz woke up lorx .. so feeling veri sian so decided to come and blog lorx ... hmm ... yesterdae actually wan to stay up till 2 plus wan .. then dun noe why mi fall asleep liao lorx .. then mi on mondae went to confront sarah ... still sae wat she nvr sae things abt us .. then wats more she's pin pointing at mi lorx ..wtf .. she still deny .. sae wat .."even if i sae things,it wont be bad , its up to u all to trust mi anot " PLEASE LORX ... do u think we will trust u ... wth .. backstab us still dun wanna admit ... go n die larx...if u admit still can be friends lorx .. then since u dun wanna admit .. then fineee ... we cant be friends anymore ... and leiting.. why u muz help her also lorx .. she backstab u still help her .. finee ... the both of u can go get marry .. and give birth to lots of backstabbers ... hahaha ... =) ... yups ... think thats all .. and i'm goin to beg my mum like hell till she let mi go out on fridae ... hehee. ..

2004-10-10T22:10:00.000-07:00

todae ah .. ermx ... woke up at 11pm .. like so early lorx .. have to accompany my mother go her god-son hse ..sianx .. but the baby there veri cute ..hehe .. ermx .. then went home liao lorx .. then online awhile .. talk to kim .. dun feel like chatting so did my art and watch tv lorx .. mi juz finish watching tv onli .. haix .. haven study chinese yet .. later must study liao lorx .. later fail then i die .. =x ... yesh .. and i think tml i'm goin to confront that bitch lorx .. i have to lorx ... yupp .. i cant stand her backstabbing mi anymore ... then somemore go tell HIM bad things abt him lorx .. wtf ... she better watch out lorx ... feel like slapping her face ... yupp .. tats all ... tata ...

2004-10-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

hey.. yesh .. mi fine liao,after the big cry yesterdae .. hehee..juz finish watching SINGAPORE IDOL ... it was nice .. i was so nervous sia .. christopher nearly kick out sia .. lucky he went in ah .. but david sld nt be kick out lorx .. all coz that JERRY .. that bloody hell ass .. ah gua ah .. gay somemore .. so old liao .. still join singapore idol .. all the votes muz be he ownself call or sms de larx .. hate him ... he shld be kick out ... ever since the start of singapore idol .. he sux ... haha .. mi veri bad horx .. but feel so shuang after scolding .. hahax .. ermx .. saw HIM todae again .. yesh .. ermx .. i want to see him but when i see him .. all the things flash through my mind again .. wth ... omg .. i better dun think too much of him .. yupp.. ermx...then yesterdae mi also heard abt somethings abt wat s***h sae abt mi lorx ... calling mi a bitch and all that and he wont like mi ... although i know he wont like mi, but u also dun have to sae ritez .. nt as if he will like u .. still sae wat u wont go for this kind of guy .. U THINK U VERI GREAT IZZIT .. U ARE JUZ A BIG FAT ASS .. FANCY CALLING MI A BITCH WHEN I NVR DO ANYTHING TO U .. U ARE ALSO A BITCH YRSELF .. SO STOP CALLING PPL A BITCH .. STOP BACKSTABBING PPL LORX .. U THINK U WHO HUHX ... EVERYBODY HATES U .. GET THIS CLEAR .. WE WAN TO BE FRIENDS WITH U BUT U BACKSTAB US .. WTH .. LET MI TELL U, U WONT HAVE LOTS OF HUSBANDS NEXT TIME .. U WONT EVEN HAVE A BF .. U WILL BE A NUN .. A NUN WITH A FUCK FACE ... AND U BETTER STOP BACKSTABBING PPL K ... U DUN BELONG TO 1A .. U BACKSTAB US .. U SUXXX.... IF U SEE THIS , DUN BE SURPRISE.. mi nt anyhow sae wan .. is someone tell mi de lorx ... u wan to find mi ?? then find larx .. i'm nt afraid ... i dun carer wat u sae abt mi .. but stop acting like a cute and chio bu .. i cant stand it .. i rather u call mi a bitch than to see u acting cute and chio .. coz u are nt ugly .. but u are also nt chio as all .. stop saying ppl act cute ... all along u are the one acting cute ... OKI .... stop all yr rubbish .. this will make ppl hate u more !

hehe .. ermx .. i guess i'm veri bad todae .. keep scolding ppl ..but that bitch deserve it .. go and backstab ppl .. go eat shit and be flush by the toilet bowl larx .. hey . cannot flush by toilet bowl .. later toilet bowl stuck horx .. then spoilt liao .. mi didnt want to sae all this .. u make mi do this...

2004-10-07T12:43:00.000-07:00

ermx..todae mi nt goin to blog anything abt wat i did todae but wat i want to sae to HIM .. i feel so sad .. i dun know why .. todae, i know who the gal HE like liao .. i'm nt jealous nt anything .. but i also dun know why mi now feel veri sad..then gt alot of things i wan to sae to him .. ermx..i'm goin to repeat the sentence in the ''my love'' part .. but i will also add somethings .. here it goes ..
our story had ended perhaphs it didnt even start. i juz dun understand why i still love u when u break my heart and make mi cry alone in a corner maybe you are too gd for mi, maybe we are juz nt fated to be together,all this while i have been too naive,thinking that there will be a chance for both of us to be together as long as i love u.but i have wake up, it is impossible between us.u have nt even realised that i am always at a corner looking at u,loving u,caring u.maybe u will ask mi to give up but i cant .. i tried to but i failed ..i know the person u love is nt mi but the person i love is u .. maybe ppl will tell mi its impossible between u and mi .. but i dun care .. i dun know why .. perhaphs i realli love u too much .. some ppl will also tell mi maybe it's possible,although i may seem to be nt concerned , but in my heart,my heart is smiling,although i know my friends tell mi to make mi happy .. i realli know its impossible.. but i juz cant stop loving u .. maybe ppl will ask mi why am i in love with u.. i juz love u for no reasons..maybe some ppl will think that i love u beocz of this and that .. but i'm nt .. **sobx sobx** i may seem cheerful but my heart is aching becoz of u .. i have no courage to tell u all this, i could onli write it here ..now i know,this story is nt written for us but for mi alone.
my love story which is written for u has ended .. i will still love u coz i know i cant give u up easily.. but i will buried my love for u deep in my heart .. **sobxx**

maybe all this things i have wrote may seem fake but thats the truth.. maybe u all think i dun realli love him, but i realli do .. i have nth to sae anymore .. thats all i wan to sae ...

2004-10-06T15:57:00.000-07:00

hey.. mi 3 daes nvr blog liao .. so decide to blog now since i'm free .. hmm .. had my science and lit exam todae .. omg .. so scary ..think i'm goin to flunk both of them .. but dun care liao .. haix .. yeah .. mi think i goin to change phone .. nt to a newer phone but to GD88 .. although nt veri new phone but i like lorx.. hehe .. guess so goin to change bahx... think confirm liao .. unless anything happen then maybe nt changing lorx..but i muz change .. i have the urge to change phone now .. i'm crazy .. then wat else .. haix .. mi think mi goin to give him up le .. since mi and him is impossible .. but i cant bear to lehx...wat to do .. haix...bethie ask mi to give him up .. haix.. think blog to here le .. goin offline soon .. tata ..

2004-10-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

haiZzzz..another boring dae todae again .. tml gt history exam .. haix..mi study le .. but aiya .. sure fail de .. i'm goin die manz .. dun think i am able to sleep todae .. have to study sia .. hmm .. but later goin to watch tv.. heck care .. although is exam , but tv still muz watch de wat .. hehe ...nth todae larx..stay at home the whole dae manz ...blog still here bahx ... mi gonna go buy dinner for mi...=)

2004-09-28T22:16:00.000-07:00

haiz .. todae ..again .. same usual school dae .. life's so sianz .. nth interesting happen lorz .. onli PE todae so fun .. play volleyball lorz .. of coz fun oki ... haha .. hmm .. i'm planning to buy a volleyball since it is nt that expensive ..yeah. .. wonder if my mum will buy for mi .. if she is nt goin to buy for mi , then mi have to save liao ... haiz .. sianz ..exam coming liao .. haiz ... my neck is aching manz .. pain .. haiz .. think blog till here bahz .. nth to blog le .. =)

2004-09-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

haiz .. todae so sianz ... really sian manz...nvr do anything ..normal school dae .. haiz .. went school .. then school release ... then mi went canteen , sit with adeline and her friends .. laugh like hell manz .. then later went home liao .. then watch tv .. nvr do hw larz .. then now mi blogging liao .. later need to go study .. now chatting with friends lorz .. sian lorz .. haiz .. mi like veri long nvr see him liao.. miss him sia...**sobxsobx** haiz ... mi go chat le ... tml den blog larz .. haiz ..

2004-09-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

hmm .. so tired .. mi juz reach home .. todae after school went tbp wiv geraldine and ivy. Then i went for my dental appointment ..sian manz .. the bus stop so far away from the clinic lorz .. walk until like siao ... then after mi went queensway to buy pencil box .. haiz .. now broke liao .. need to start saving money again .. yeah .. haiz .. exams coming liao .. haiz .. really need to study liao .. cannot slack anymore .. haiz .. gonna go study le ...

2004-09-20T16:47:00.000-07:00

yeah .. i'm baq , blogging again .. i realised i have nt blog for few daes liao .. so i decided to blog now .. hmm .. juz came baq nt long ago from school .. staying baq in school to do art .. haiz .. sianz ... todae also nth much lorz .. juz so sianz .. nth really happen .. tml still gt chinese oral exam sia .. scared lorz .. later fail then i die liao .. hmm .. blog till here liao .. nth much todae ..haiz .. later still haVe to do my history .. omggg ...

2004-09-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

hey .. i'm back again .. feeling quite down now .. gt quite pissed off todae by .. ermz.. i shld nt sae who .. those ppl keep saying sucky things abt him lorz . i mean i am nt blaming them lorz .. it is juz that i keep showing that bu shuang face liao lorz asking them dun sae liao and that i am nt joking lorz .. then they all think i joking .. haiz .. then still gt another gal abit pissed of by her liao .. dun wished to sae the name .. haiz .. then todae went for band .. so little ppl come so sian lorz .. hmm .. nth much for todae . so sian like that .. yeah .. juz wished they wld stop saying bad things abt him lorz ..I FEEL VERI PISSED OFF LIAO ...

2004-09-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

juz finished watching tv .. sian lorz .. yesterdae gt the farewell party . i actually veri happy wan then kanna that bloody ass clara scold .. go n die larz .. but in the end also veri fun .. we throw ice around also .. then mi dun wan to play the stepping ballon game wan lorz .. all that sehao fault ..then after that went home liao .. yeah .. then i watched the channel u show THE NEXT BIG THING .. veri nice.. so happy that Benjamin win .. haha .. thouht he wont win .. so happy .. he veri shuai lorz .. i am goin to find pics of him .. haha .. i am crazy .. then todae i wake up at 1 plus .. i slept quite early yesterdae .. then todae sianz .. nvr do anything .. onli watch tv... still haven finish my history work .. sian lorz ..holidae gt so many hw .. haiz .. then mi now feeling veri sick .. muz be becoz of yesterdae party .. shout too much liao .. then todae throat veri xin ku then running nose ..haiz .. stop here le .. blog again soon ..

2004-09-07T22:50:00.000-07:00

hmm .. guess i haven blog for quite long time liao ..that stupid internet was down .. haiz .. then the first thing when i gt online was to check my mail .. yeah .. todae was fun .. went for band .. gt some seniors come but not all then wats more no trumpet seniors .. even gt , all in band store doing their own thingy .. yeah .. then in the end that swee ling ( dun know how to spell larz ) blow first trumpet seh .. pro lorz .. nt trumpet section wan also blow until so well .. then adeline also sit with us . then actually zheng yi wan to blow de, then dun know wat happen , sae nt blowing liao .. then junhao came and blow also .. we were nt realli blowing , we were laughing like hell .. actually nt we .. is mi lorz .. then they thought i siao liao .. yeah . then mi todae kanna sabo by that cythnia .. haiz .. after band mi , huixuan , stacey , suanne went to queensway .. then bought shoelaces .. all becoz of stacey .. haiz .. then now my addias shoe is one pink lace and one blue lace. .. look so weird .. haiz .. yeah .. thats all for todaee ... sian .. dun know wat to do .. haiz ..

2004-08-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

sobx sobx .. todae veri sad.. cried in school todae becoz of him .. then everybody was like so surprised that i cry .. i mean maybe becoz i nvr cry in school before bahz .. then after crying , i nt feeling well then went home liao .. so sad todae .. realli feel like dying .. but i have to say thank you to bethany,tamm they all and cynthia they all .. care for mi sia .. so good .. nice to have u all as frens .. sorri for sometimes for my mood swings .. haiz .. tml have to go to school .. better dun see him .. i wont know how to face him .. mi realli veri veri sad.. i realli wan to die .. stop here bahz .. i am nt in the mood to blog liao ..

2004-08-24T22:39:00.000-07:00

todae sway sia .. kanna punished to copy sci becoz nvr bring wb .. haiz .. juz copy finish onli so come online lorz ..sianzzz .. this morning i saw him .. hahaz .. so happy .. i was with tamm,kimm,geraldine,ivy,mel.. then i walk past him then they were like ..ya .. hmm .. so pai seh .. then they sae my face turn red i didnt lorz .. but i realli realised now that i realli love him lots and lots .. also dun know why .. they sae he nt shuai .. but i dun care larz .. i juz like him for who he is wat .. oki .. enough of him liao .. hahaz. .. then todae went for band also .. veri fun .. played with adeline and that BM .hahaz..think thats all for todae bahz ..then tml goin to queensway sec to watch the netball and basketball match .. hope queenstown can win ..oki .. i am missing him so muchhhh ....

2004-08-16T20:35:00.000-07:00

hmm .. todae mood veri bad sia .. coz of something larz .. dun feel like saying abt it liao .. sad sia .. todae kanna scolded by that sushi .. wah liao .. i do my work also cannot mehz .. then sushi scold mi , then sae i giv her attitude..wth lorz .. i also nvr give attitude .. is she sae i giv atitude liao then i angry then i attitude lorz .. anyhow sae ppl wan ..go n die larz .. todae so sway .. but my mood swing todae veri bad .. i in school before recess tat time like abnormal like tat nvr reali talk then after recess then i suddenly like veri happy like that ...i think mi siao liao .. oh yeah .. yesterdae juz bought a eeyore @ $3.90 .. i love it manz .. so cute sia .. hahaz.. i nowadaes like like alot of new things .. yeah .. i like jj lin jun jie .. his songs damn nice ... but jay chou still better hahaz .. both also nt bad larz. . then i suddenly keep playing the piano .. hmm .. wonder wat happen mi now .. haiz .. tml gt band.. abit sian .. but band is fun larz .. i dun reali feel like goin main band like sort of sian also .. aiya .. stop here liao .. thats all for todae .. byeeeee!!!

2004-08-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

todae was fun .. i went to beckham's house with tamm , bethany , mel , sherman , derick .. everything was fun until beckham's bro came back .. his bro is a asshole manz .. giving the gals attitude and calling mi a bitch .. i was so angry that i scolded him .. then we quarell .. in the end we leave the house .. mi and tamm they all called beckham to sae sorry coz we sort of mess up his birthdae .. but his bro realli veri tu lan .. but i dun give it a damn .. hmm .. then now mi , mel,bethany and tamm quite guilty lorz .. haiz .. dun sae liao .. after that i went over to my cousin's place .. didnt do anything there .. sianz. . actually i wanted to stay there longer but i have to work .. tired sia .. then after working , i went home , and here i am , blogging .. gtg and bath liao .. happy now sia . tml tamm , bethany and geraldine coming over .. i bet we are going to have a great time .. hahaz...

2004-08-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

feeling veri irritated now sia .. all becoz of my unreasonable family .. sometimes i juz hate them lorz .. aiya ..dun talk abt them anymore .. my blood will boil sia .. hmm..wat else to sae ..oh yeah .. todae Rico tell mi he saw a guy with my nametag on his bag .. and that guy is that tu lan hong qing .. i told leiting to get it back from him .. i dun wan him to have my nametag .. i juz hate him .. todae go to the old folks home .. nth much actually .. but some old ladies are veri pathetic .. hope i wont be like them when i grow old ..haiz .. but yeah .. 5 daes no school sia .. shiok manz .. hahaz .. gtg liao .. byebye

2004-08-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

feeling so hmm .. like guilty like that .. todae tamz and geraldine kanna punish by ms wee , yet mi , mel and ivy ran away .. feeling so sorri .. hope tamz can see this post manz .. sorri sia .. hmm .. lets see wat i have done todae .. ermz... oh yeah .. i played volleyball .. with bethany , mel , kin yun , ted and sherman .. quite fun larz .. before that we were loitering outside the hall , to look for someone to get the volleyball .. so stupid sia.. but it was fun larz .. then this morning i reached school like damn late ermz.. 7am ? when i reached school , i still have lots of work haven finish .. i was like rushing my work like hell .. wat else did i do todae huh ?? think no more liao .. but overall , todae quite fun larz .. oh yeah .. then when mi and mel were going home todae , tamz and geraldine accompany us to wait for the bus .. then we saw this 4a guy , then geraldine was like asking mi if that guy was from 4a , i was like ya .. but she wan to ask that guy , but she dun dare at first larz .. then we were like discussing how to ask that guy but we were like damn loud i think he can even hear liao .. then before he board the bus , geraldine ask him liao .. then he was like nodding his head .. omg .. i cant believe geraldine realli ask him lorz .. thinks thats all for todae .. hmm .. gtg and sleep liao .. later tomorrow wake up late then die liao .. byeee...

2004-07-31T17:40:00.000-07:00

haiz .. sian manz .. have to help my mum to work .. but luckily todae gt tammy to accompany mi in the afternoon . And she also help mi wiv to change my blogskin .. THANK YOU !!tammy ..
todae kanna scolded by that idiot clara coz she sae we never practice blowing the trumpet .. she suckz manz .. she thought she who lorz .. recently i gt quite pissed off by a gal .. but i am nt going to sae who she is .. i am begining to get irritated now .. hope she can change her character lorz ..
i gt to know more abt Bethany now .. find that she is quite a nice gal .. hahaz ... went to tiong in the afternoon after band with tammy , huixuan and bethany .. we were like gossiping lorz .. hahaz .. so fun .. then saw my band seniors .. and early in the morning after the enrichment programme , mi ,kim,jackie,kuankoon , Eric and beckam were like running in the rain lorz .. like siao like that .. gtg .. blog another time .. bye ..

2004-07-23T20:54:00.000-07:00

omg .. i realli quite long this time never blog liao .. haiz.. the bitch wanted mi to be friends with her again .. wat should i do .. she even sae sorri . should i be friends again with her ? i dun know
i know i am petty for still nt 4giving her now .. the incident happen veri long again liao .. but i juz cant 4give her .. why ??? i juz cant figure out the ans
actually i wanted to go queensway shopping centre with ivy and geraldine coz Ivy sae she wan to go but geraldine didnt wan to .. but we didnt care lorz .. then when we all abt to cross the bridge then they like dun wan to go liao.. i felt so .. haiz .. also dun know how to explain .. i wasnt angry but feel abit irritated . haiz but i cant realli blame them lorz .. i should actually learn to 4give and 4get .. nd if i knew how to 4give and 4get , i would know wat to do for the situation between mi and the bitch liao ..

2004-07-07T15:55:00.000-07:00

hello
i am back ..
quite long never blog le bahz
this few daes , i have been busy thinking if the one i realli love is him
i dun know the ans
i seems to love him more than the other one .. i dun know wat i am doing .. i regreted loving two guys at a time
should i give one of them up or both ?? i realli dun know .. perhaphs some1 could tell mi the ans ...
saw huihui on last sat ?? miss her so much ..hahaz .. veri long never see le .. saw alot of other ex rvians too ..
haiz .. do i realli have a attitude problem ?? maybe i realli have .. thats wat the fucking bitch saes but do i realli hav a attitude problem ??
haiz .. juz hate that fucking bitch .. why does she have to appear in my life ???

2004-06-23T13:10:00.000-07:00

haiz ... sian .. later at nitez still have to go and watch wadeva stupid show .. sian manz .. went to malaysia and came back on sundae .. went there to buy cds ..hahaz .. never realli went there to play ??? his birthdae coming soon ... dun know wat to buy for him lehz ... haiz .. muz start to save money le .. so sian.. dunno wat to blog le larz ...bye..

2004-06-05T16:50:00.000-07:00

sian !!! still need to study during the holidaes .. but i know they are studing veri hard too .. haiz.. sian .. actually todaE goinG out to watch movie de , but then dun feel like watching then dun watch le lorz ..haiz .. gonna stop le larz..sian ..

2004-05-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

haiz.. todae mood nt gd .. maybe coz i never see him bah .. ermx.. although tomorrow last dae of school i dun seems to be happy maybe cause i cant see him for almost a month .. =( .. not going to blog for the next 5 daes cause i will be in hk .. i dun realli feel excited lorz.. also dun know why .. missing them so much .. =(

2004-05-24T18:50:00.000-07:00

haix...mi still veri the stressed .. over him and him again ... my love for Him seems to be fading whereas my love for He seems to be growing .. but i juz cant give Him up .. why ???? do i really love Him or wat ... ? haix.. i also dun know .. hope someone can cheer mi up and tell mi the ans ... gtg le .. haix ..

2004-05-24T03:43:00.000-07:00

2004-05-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

haix..sian .. broke le .. no money liao .. haix..actually wanted to spend my birthdae with weeling de , but she sae she not free . haix.. missing them so much .. hope they know that i love thenm alot .. althogh for now i do not know who i reali like ...

2004-05-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

haix.. should i be happy or unhappy ? mi get highest for chinese .. but i also veri confused in love ... do i really love him or wat ? i juz dun know if i have fallen in love with another guy or wat .. juz veri confused .. i reallyu dun know who i really love lorx.. missing and loving the both of then bah ? i also dun know lehx.. haix.. now mood not gd le .. if tomorrow mood still not gd , geraldine is going to suffer .. too bad lorx.. hope THEy can be here by ny side and comfort mi ... =(

2004-05-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

2004-05-17T18:57:00.000-07:00

todae get back my science and math results .. get 70 something onli ... but quite happy le .. but my mother juz not happy lorx..dun know wat she thinking lorx.. haix..feel like dying .. so sick of life .. but i cannot die .. cant bear to leave him mah .. =P .. haix...need to catch some sleep now .. so tired ...

2004-05-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

ZZzzz... so tired .. but cant fall asleep .. then go online lorx.. haix..missing him so much again .. wish he could give mi a gift on my birthdae .. cant believe ivy geraldine and yan ling will be giving mi eeyore as my birthdae present ..so happy ..great to as them as my friends sia

2004-05-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

todae is so sian ... didnt went out ... all becoz of ivy and geraldine lorx.. hahax.. exams gonna finished le ... but mi scared exams fail lorx ... miss him so much ... feel like teling him i love him alot ... but dun dare ... later kanna rejected ..haix...maybe i wont love him 4ever , but now i love him alot .. haix..gtg le larx...sian ...

2004-05-11T03:35:00.001-07:00

so happy now .... get a new phone(3200) as my birthdae present ... hahax... omg ... juz so happy .. but tomorrow got chinese exam .. scared sia ... but too happy to study le ... =P ... ermx...but still got to study lorx...gtg and explore my phone and study for my chinese exam le ... =P

2004-05-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

2004-05-10T12:30:00.000-07:00

haix... so sian ... tomorrow got science exam ... got to study ...haix...todae went to queensway shopping centre with kuan koon and kim they all ... then we throw ice at each other ...so siao wan lorx... then after that they went tiong ( I THINK ) but mi veri guai ..hahax...went home lorx...haix... gtg revise my science le ....

2004-05-07T16:02:00.000-07:00

i am missing him so much although i juz seen him todae .... he's so cute and shuai.... but i know we can never be together de ... haix.. dun know wat to blog lehx .... coz... todae is juz a boring dae ... aiya ... gonna to stop le larx...so sian ....

2004-05-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

haix...todae is juz a bad dae ... so sian ... took my lit exam todae ... sure fail de =( ... ermx... juz
created this blog ... i am not going to decorate it ... its juz a journal for my best friends to see ....haix.. gonna stop here first ..... =(